The mission of justexhale.org is to raise awareness of the STIGMA associated with Mental Health in our society and its crippling real-life affects by speaking openly of harsh truths.
I began this website in 2019 when I figured out that I was a targeted victim, now survivor, of human trafficking by means of bribery and corruption in Colorado.
The evil intent is real and my stories are true. I hope my experiences will help someone else in some way. That could mean securing space for an emotional support dog to be able to be with their owner while in a shelter. Most will only keep your dog in a kennel with whatever diseases might occur for your dog. This can also, often mean cutting through the red-tape. I've been there, I've been humiated. Repeatedly. [couldn't care less] Let me help you avoid those unnecessary panic attacks.
I know how it feels and nobody experiencing trauma should ever be subjected - even further
by state & FEDERAL human resource corruptions.
Welcome.
I became a single mom of two at age 22.
I already had my AA in Visual Communications from the Art Institute of Seattle in hand.
I waited tables in green poly full-time at
Denny's on Denny Way while attaining it.
That Denny's has since been scraped.
Somewhat more importantly,
I am first generation in my family to graduate
or even go to college.
and I paid for it all.
No regrets in any way for holding off on my career.
I have raised AMAZING human beings.
So much physical and mental abuse began when my father abused me as a toddler.
I am searching to heal and also tell other survivors a simple sentence that is really hard to say.
It is not your fault.
It took me years to comprehend that.
Unfortunately, society typically
blames victims relentlessly.
As did all of my fake friends.
These predators do everything and anything they can to know your situation. They do this by many questions with a bomb of admiration [which is fake] and showering compliments.
Everything they say is very reasonable sounding.
Every question is carefully crafted.
Predators smell "weakness"
Early Childhood Trauma is one reason
for my being prone to abuse.
My captor was a family friend and I knew him for
sixteen years before he targeted me.
I've missed years of my son's childhood directly because of this evil, judge bribing man.
To date, he gets off scot-free.
My experiences deprived me and my now sixteen year old son of years of even visitation
since he was nine.
Those years are gone.
My "parenting time" remains in quotation marks forever.
But my son and I are stronger than ever. He understands. He helps me.
He knows I live with PTSD and alcohol dependency recovery every single day from shit like this.
So far my son and I are winning!
My captor, Domenic Eula has been out of our lives for years now.
That man is stewing in his own shit, until he dies. Soon.
My suffering used to make him happy.
My resilience and finding happiness again pisses my captor off to no end, and that makes me joyful.
I advised my captor's priveleged son,
Matthew about this for years.
MATTHEW CLAPS holds a high position fighting for kids at the Casey Foundation.
My captor and torturer put SO MUCH effort into destroying me so completely if I ever got away that he forgot about his own son.
This is now a MOB family because of Domenic Eula, previously Claps. Domenic changed his name when he inherited this fortune from the late Joe Eula for bragging rights as well as dumping $22,044.43 in property taxes owed in Steamboat Springs, Colorado from 2004.
That's how filthy greed works.
One might THINK matthew gives a crap about KIDS.
This man takes a ferry across the Puget Sound to work in downtown Seattle to work.
I cannot begin to tell you how breathtakingly beautiful and calming this is.
Matthew Claps and his family benefit directly from the VERY MONEY that kept me from my son ages 9 through 14!.
WE will NEV ER get that time back.
This "family man" has known about every horrid detail from the start, 2019.
I've BEGGED for mercy from Matthew because not only is he the son, but controlls a fair bit of these filthy zillions.
Being a sponsor off corruption, Matt has never once responded to me.
I met him years prior when I co-owned a fine dining restaurant called the
Mediterranean Grill & Tapas Lounge in Steamboat Springs, Colorado.
The restaurant as well as the building it was in, [ski in/out] are also no longer there.
Matthew enjoys his life on Mercer Island, Washington with his family.
One off to college, the other in high school by now.
An address I would die for.
An address where I have been before.
Domenic KNEW that and SIEZED the opportunity.
I was PROMISED this address.
Domenic already had a realtor in the area.
Domenic Eula used this to win me.
I'm sure it annoys the hell out of Matthew that his father literally planned to buy a house on the same island that he lives on.
An address he made me think my kids could come and visit. I have suffered tremendously to the point where I STILL SUPRISE therapists! You cannot make that up! I went to JR. High and high school in Kirkland, WA. Just across the Sound. I went to college in Seattle. This man Domenic KNOWS I absolutely LOVE this area.
MATTHEW CLAPS cares about children, so his career says. He knew every minute that his AND his father's money kept ME and my SON from seeing eachother from ages 9 until 14. I fought like the biggest fight of my life to get back to my SON! MATTHEW CLAPS' father wanted to make me dead by suicide because he knew damned well I live with PTSD from major trauma, beginning with my own father as a toddler.
It didn't work and I survived, blood sweat, tears, my children and God only knows what else kept me here.
After that, I pray for hell for Domenic, and his son who is in the position to do something. Yet he chooses to just ignore it.
I got away from this freak of society years ago, yet my captor still creeps me online. I let Matthew know this [I have proof of SO much crap]
knew he moved from Colorado, where he obducted me to Saint Simons Island. GA.
That was why the FBI told me there would be an arrest. Not police, the freaking FBI, before the biggest loser ran it. The case went over state lines, making it FBI, not local police. Corruption ensued for years. I have deleted so much B.S. over time because who cares that much?
Nobody besides my three amazing children. They are now 32, 30 and 16.
All the most respectful human beings that you would infrequently meet.
I escaped this abusive, controlling malignant narcissist and I could not be happier.
I'll never forget the days where I paid $4 in quarters for gas in my Dodge pickup because it was all I had to get home.
I remember shaving my head because my appearance was my ONLY weapon.
I have been disowned by my own family and literally lost millions.
I will never forget, nor will my three children.
I had to fight like hell in court to even get the chance to see my son again. I fought Pro-se and won every single little battle against my son's fathers and his wife's TEAM of lawyers. I've had to explain to my son that I am his natural mother! He didn't understand at first because I was gone. He knew me but it really took a long time and a LOT of therapy. This EVIL enabler, Matthew Claps has stood idly by, knowing the entire time! I sent him a stack of proof around Christmas of 2019. Pages an inch thi ck of reasons why he should declare his psycho father incapacitated. He ignored that as well. Probably be cause he is afraid of his evil father. It took therapy and time to get back in his life.
My son's red-headed psycho step-mother trained my son to call her "Mom".
That side of the family refers to me as "Mom 2". I would NEVER wish this on anyone.
Not even MAGA.